The day has finally come.
I am separating from my wife.
We don’t get along any more and we don’t see eye to eye on pretty much anything. And so it has to come to this. I will probably be out within the next two weeks, once we get our shit worked out.
Unfortunately, I think I’m going to have to play the bigger man now. It looks like my wife is having a field day with this. She’s telling her friends and it feels like she’s just rubbing it my face. I know she doesn’t want this but she’s certainly not showing it.
I won’t play her effing game. This is no time to celebrate. It’s a sombre time. It’s a time to gather thoughts and a time to reflect on what what wrong. Perhaps in the future, I might want to have another relationship. I need to know what not to do to avoid the pitfalls that plagued my current relationship. It is a time to find me. It is a time to fix me.
I’m okay with this. Life will go on.
Thank you all to my supportive readers and those who the internet has brought me as friends. I am so grateful for all you who have been there for me through these last several years of my journey.
A new journey has commenced. I begin it with fear and trepidation. But I am an explorer and I’m eager to see what’s on the other side. I hope you all come with me.
I leave you with a favourite song of mine.
The Show must go on
The Show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking…
But my smile, still, stays on
A Postmodernist Nobody 